Question:
Why do I always have these thoughts?
Why am I always depressed?
If you care put your thoughts in go right ahead but I WILL NOT go to another therapist

Choices:
Cuz I'm stupid
cuz I'm stupid
DUH

 

what shall pass? life? YAY!!!!

Words from the bible

quote:

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suicide isn't the only thing you can do to get out of all of this

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yeah, cutting can help.

Look, you're not stupid for having suicidal thoughts. I know I did...I still do. The whole thing is that you have to look past them. Whenever you're feeling suicidal, look at your life and see HOW MUCH you'd be missing if you were to die now. I used to pray to God that maybe He'd find a way to kill me tomorrow...but then I started thinking about the things I'd be missing: my friends, my family...graduation...marraige, kids...and now I pray that God will protect me and help me live each day in such a way to glorify Him and protect myself.

The person who said her dad wanted her to die so he could get insurance money? If you commit suicide your family doesn't get your life insurance. Because suicide is a crime...and therefore families shouldn't be reimbursed for their *dead* delinquent child. Not saying that their life wasn't valuable...just something the insurance company isn't going to pay.

Some other facts about suicide: Most suicides cause a chain of other suicides. Think about it...your little brother, your older sister, your best friend...they could all take their lives because you took yours. The coroner will remove your body after you've killed yourself, but your family has to clean up the mess. That can be pretty disgusting...you know what happens when you kill yourself. All the blood and guts...yep, that's mom with the ammonia. Plus...attempting suicide isn't always fatal...it doesn't always work. Even the most fail-proof suicide plans can fail...and that causes a lot of pain and damage for both you and your family.

So basically...suicide isn't the only thing you can do to get out of all of this. Personally, I find that if I go to sleep...take a nap...just curl up in my comfy bed with all the lights out and just go to sleep, I feel better when I wake up. Cuz I quite imagine that sleep is kinda like being dead...so you might as well escape for a couple hours and then be able to come back to all of the wonderful people you love and who love you.

as much as i hate to admit it, i probably can never be happy without some type of medicine or another...but thats probably only because i have chemical imbablances caused by a traumatic event, but uhm lets see, i can agree with you and your hatred torwards psychiatrists, i have to say...depression does suck, but its certainly no reason to feel suicidal, you just have to find the right outlets for your pain, some of the greatest artists of our time were plauged by pains...whether it be physical, mental or both...true art is art that expresses true emotion, music has been and probably always will be an escape for me, my guitar is my pain-relief, when times are really bad, i strap up, plug in and beat the **** out of my guitar for hours...i come back drenched in sweat, hands sore and maybe even bleeding but i feel great...you just need to find that outlet...suicide isnt the answer..i will tell you that, ive been down that road...i dont suggest you take it...things will turn around...i know thats kind of a stupid thing to say, especially since its been told to me so many times...i dont know...just live...you've been given a short life..so why make it that much more shorter? live love and find something that makes you happy.
-mike

people care about me!?!

If you would try to go suicide then you would only be hurtin the ppl that care about you and y would you want them to be in as much pain and misary as you are?

u think u got it bad. read my post THE PAIN OF DEPRESSION. Then you would see a reason to commit suicide.

Sweetie, your not stupid! Never think that! have you had somethig really bad happen to you? When my Mom past away the last 2 months I've been depressed. So I sorta' know what your going through. I had knife in my hand a few days ago & I thought about killing myself, I changed my mind because I didn't want to die over nothing... I wasen't upset the thought just came in my head. I don't know why. Theripsts aren't for everyone, sometimes they help & sometimes not. So if you want to talk e-mail me.

Have a nice day,
SMK13

Your not stupid.
I've been through depression before, I know what it's like, I've never actually attempted suicide, but I did think about it, many times.
I never went to a therapist, and I don't feel the same way anymore, the reason of my depression was because I couldn't let go of something in my past, but now I have, and my life is great, I know yours can be to. I don't what is in your mind, or what specific thoughts may come to you, but if you wanna talk, don't doupt about giving me a shout.

You need a serious vacation....and its sad that no one seems to care...they are such b@s**ds...Adults never want to believe...never want to see...It makes me mad they never want to try..Thereapy isn't for everybody...You just need someone to talk to...You need to let go. Letting everything go..makes thing less complicated.

Dude you are not stupid! I remeber the 1st time I tried to kill myself i was 8 YEARS OLD! Can you belive it? I was gonna drown myself in the ocean. Ever since then I tried to kill myself. I lost count but I know that it was more than 10 times. And I am 13. ( turning 14 august 31). I feel like that I am to far into the hole and nobody can pull me out.
2 years old-mother died
8-10 1st suicide attempt,tried drugs, hated my dad, hated because i am mixed. (black white, indian, and jamacian)
10-now emotional scared from the abuse, still hate my dad, love life sucks, family doesn't agree with my bi sexuality, still crying because my mom is died, still trying to kill myself, a cutter. still hated for race, dad doesn't care that i am a cutter and that i am suicidal waiting for me to die to have the insurance money( he has double the amount i am suppose to have) cousin is an azzhole.

You aren't stupid cause you have those feelings. Almost all the teens feel this way. You are not alone. I feel the same way too. You already know how and why ^.

i think most teens have those thoughts.. but no one talks about it. and yea... korn, even i like korn... and corn too... mmm good stuff. and i agree, personally, therapists suck, they usually just label you while they suck out your money.

dude, how can you be stupid? you listen to KoRn. who can be stupid and listen to KoRn?? No one.

Listen to their music--and hang on. If Jon Davis can hold on-then you can to!!

Look everyone has those thoughts and gets depressed. If they don't then they're lying or really hopped on some major drugs. (DON'T DO THEM).

IF you wanna e-mail me, it's on my profile.

ok, SO YOU HAVE THOUGHTS OF KILLING YOURSELF!!

Not that it's not wrong or something but, I think you should try to look at life in a POSITIVE way, maybe you are depressed 'cause you've had a bad life....and I think you should know that we all do, the difference between you and I is that you look at life in a different way, just like anyone does, but what I mean to say is that YOU souldn't want to be dead, life is full of surprises, and yu are in this earth for a reason, believe me GOD wants you to live!!! He LOVES you like nobody does, he's the only one that can take you out of your misery!, So go to him, trust him, HE IS THe waY!!!!

I'm a christian, but i did have suicidal thoughts a few years ago. i'm very close to god, and my therapist, but i still feel worthless sometimes. i'm 17 by the way. there's probably so much going on in your life, you don't know what to do anymore, so you have those thoughts. being a teen is very confusing, and annoys the heck out of me sometimes.
Lauren

im suicidal and im 13 and your question was sorta confusing!!!

~brittany lyn~

Korn, have you tried just taking a break from some things? If you don't like therapists, just talk to other kids your age that have tried or thought about suicide.

Yeah, my life is sweet. I have an awesome relationship with God and live an environment of love, support and companionship. I have a great job and really enjoy my leisure time. I am set for a great destiny through my study at University. Yet, I think about killing myself all the time. There is absoulultely no reason for them thoughts to be there. So why are they there? Are they there because of the drugs I used before I saw the light and accepted Jesus as my personal Savior? Are they because I am not perfect and I still live in the shadow of immorality and impurity?

Why are they there?

As you may realise, I haven't acted upon these thoughts. But it is really anoying for them to be there. I want answers.


- - Bengy