I dont know why but i really wanna kill myself right now. im so close to doing it. i feel like im such a mistake..i shouldnt be here. God messed up on me. im so ugly and fat and a big loser and i dont know what to do. its like no one cares i cant stand it. i hate myself i hate myself so much i hate myself i hate myself i hate myself i swear im going crazy...i feel horrible...im afraid i will kill myself..its like i cant control myself anymore...help me please

You do realize this thread should have died when the original poster said she didn't mean any of what she said...?

If God Brings You To It; Then He'll Bring You Through It.
Does this help? Maybe God is trying to help you but in a different way, because many teens, like yourself and I have felt this way before. I am telling you I went to the same thing. Talk to your family or friends. Friends are a very important part of your life. And so is God, He is all powerfull and all living. Pray about this and maybe He will point out the seriousness of this problem, but you must be patient. God is a busy Man, He helps others too you know. But in due time God will help you. Just have faith in Him and He will change your life.
I hope I helped alittle.
Your friend,
fatfullwithenvy If God Brings You To It; Then He'll Guide You Through It.

Thank you, dwm. It's okay about not catching it earlier, I'm just glad you saw it. Also, gem, being fed up doesn't mean I want to leave...it was mainly desert eagle and the _senseless_ fighting without making any real sense (oh, the redundancy) Anyway, love and all, Jen.

What l think we do on this site is paradoxical.

If you don't like the "fighting" on the site, you're free to depart.

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its right, just remember, its spelt how it sounds.

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I should never have said those things, and I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?

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yes, i do. and sorry i didnt catch this earlier, i have a tendancy to look down only two days below to post something. apology accepted

What I said was out of line. I got fed up with all the back and forth fighting, and ended up doing just the same thing as what was making me so upset. I was preaching, and I want to apologize to the person who started this thread, to depressedwavemaster (I hope I got that name right!) and anyone else who was offended by what I wrote. I have felt depressed, though not to the point of suicide, and I know that yelling is NOT what I was looking for. Nor did I want to be told to "snap out of it." I should never have said those things, and I'm sorry. Will you forgive me?

hello? yelling wont help the situation, and neither will preaching. if you want to vent, go check one of the other many boards, but leave the depressed people alone. im sick and tired of this! have you ever been suicidal? i doubt it, yelling will not help the situation. it will make it worse. disgrace to all jennifers out there.

Will you people get over yourselves? The topic here may be a little over dramatic, but no one deserves to be completely ignored (especially if they're suicidal) or used to jump start battles of wit (or lack thereof) between insensitive people like yourselves. To the person who actually started this thread: God loves you, he didn't make a mistake, he doesn't make them, he's God, for crying out loud. You need to snap out of it. You're worth something, and your looks are the least of who you are. If you need to talk, email me, but self pity isn't going to help anything. This post may or may not be outdated, since I haven't taken the time to read the hundreds of replies made by people who are addressing their personal arguments instead of the topic at hand. Said people can feel free to flame me at my email address, but please leave the boards free for their intended purposes.

You eat kids, too?! I thought it was just a ME thing! ((lol that was a joke...))

Anyways, I think that your argument is moderately amusing, but I do think that suicide is an important thing and if this person really was feeling THAT suicidal your ignoring her probably didn't help the feeling. lol you know? So, as interesting as your personal arguments are, I think that you should make your own topic so that ones like this (however pathetic) can stay on topic.

Yes, I'm very satisfied.

But yeah, I'm always taking threads and turning them into these self-absorbed proclamations of my hatred towards everyone, and love for eating children and burning things for pleasure.. you know, typical Atheist stuff.

It satisfies me to think that I've made a difference. How about you, Gem?

Ohhh. Did we do that thing again that we always do where we take a thread about something and turn it into a thread about something else, that we wanted to talk about? Have you noticed that we do that a lot?

I couldn't do it without your support, Amaris.

And you're doing a good job at keeping the hatred alive and kicking, Gem.

(just take that as a compliment)

It's alright, Amaris. I know most people dislike me. But hey, I have to keep the hatred alive, right?

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I mean Gemini hasn’t even made an argument for quite a while, clearly I crushed her spirit.

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Oh no, Grasshopper, when you crush Gem's spirit (which I'm finding is impossible, despite all my efforts ) you will know.

Hypothetically, if Gem hadn't argued in a while (which she has) it will not be because you "crushed her spirit", it will be because she's sick of your sexist, homophobic, Conservative, anti-everyone, idiotic, and infantile way of life, that has made it clear to everyone on this website that if we ever need a new Hitler, you're a shoo-in.

Meh.

Well, as long as this thread no longer deals with another teen suicide that isn't going to take place, I'm alright with it.
Battle on.

subtitled & uncut,
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lol Amaris, I see your ignorance is out in full force. But try not to make it too concentrated on one subject, these boards weren’t meant for that much stupidity. Clearly I can beat you and Gemini in EVERY argument, I mean Gemini hasn’t even made an argument for quite a while, clearly I crushed her spirit. And once I penetrate your shell of ignorance, you're next...

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DesertEagle, why are you such a ****? I would really like to know. Did your parents not love you enough? Do you just need someone to hug? Or is all that built up sexual frustration gettin to you?

[This message was edited by YNmoderator on August 05, 2003 at 06:32 PM.]