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so i guess i'm going to go do it


this is going to sound stupid, and if you dont believe in God, then dont do it, thats fine...but everyone...iluvu's post just really upset me...please, everyone, pray for her.

God Bless.

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so i guess i'm going to go do it


this is going to sound stupid, and if you dont believe in God, then dont do it, thats fine...but everyone...iluvu's post just really upset me...please, everyone, pray for her.

God Bless.

Ok... the only reason you feel so crapy is because you keep putting yourself down! Your a nice,smart,funny,pretty girl! ok? & your here for a reason everyone is ok? If you have friends who keep putting you down lose them... they don't deserve you! If you ever want to talk e-mail me. ok?

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Come on GodsPrincess, quit whining and get with the program! God made you special, and thinking otherwise is insulting to God. Life is precious and it should be enjoyed. Suicide is for losers, and your weight doesn’t mean a damn thing. Just think of the millions of sperms that fought to fertilize the egg that was you, and the one that made it made you. The fact that you're alive means that you've already survived 1/1000000000 odds, so lighten up! Live life to the fullest! There is NOTHING so bad in life that you should even think about suicide. Well, I've done about all I can do, and the rest is up to you.

i am at that point right now and i seriously want to commit suicide to and i honestly don't know why i don't so i guess i'm going to go do it because it seems like no one cares about me so it seems like the only thing to do!so bie!

~brittany lyn~

Oh one other thing. I don't think I know a girl who doesn't think that she is fat.

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Fat? Go on a diet, join a gym, and work out

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yes i am fat, but yes i am on a diet and yes i did join a gym..i go 6 nights a week. im on a diet...go me!!!

Fat? Go on a diet, join a gym, and work out.

Loser? You must have SOME people you are able to talk to. Talk to them. Hang out with them more often. Invite them over, to a movie, whatever. Hate to say it, but the whole "I love God" schtick makes people more of a social outcast...unless they know other like-minded individuals. But popularity is not as important as you think. All you really need are some people that you can trust, have fun with, and confide into.

Suicide? Well...you're 14. <Insert the standard "you have so much to look foreward to" speech> Best thing for you to do is talk to your Pastor/Minister/Rabbi/Priest/whatever. Better yet, talk to them all. It will help.

Suicide is a permenant solution to a temporary problem.... i think xia said that?

But they're very good words. Everyone hits a 'rough patch' now and then, but somehow we make it through...somehow. Talk to someone...anyone. it doesnt matter just talk!

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I like that and I live by that. Things have gone wrong for me alot and everything for me was negative. But as hard as it is, there is positive in your suffering. I think most of us have a point we all hurt, and until you get older you may not see any benefit to your suffering now. But believe me in ways I am glad I understand the things I delt with. I understand how not to do them, how to understand people better. No not all of us suffer a war...but all of us hurt. And it is ok to say hey I hurt today and I just need to tell someone. But understand not everyone will understand...they have their own problems...

and Missy...I think we would all miss you no matter what you think.

I never said you were a bad friend.

Bye n Have a nice day

is there some way we can just get rid of this post forever? cause i dont want someone to see it and think im a freak...im kinda over it now but i get in those moods alot im strange...alright so how do i get rid of this post??

no one seems to care anymore, so why does it matter. I am serious i wouldnt post it if i wasnt serious. even teddy told me i was a bad friend. IM such a horrible person.

Hi!
I'd be glad to talk to you one on one if you feel suicidal. It's a very normal feeling. A lot of kids feel that way! But a lot of times, being honest gets you "clobbered" because people don't know how to deal with it.. As we grow up, our hormones are raging, all those "neuro-nets" are connecting, the very term "growing pains" is a real physiological truth - your body suffers mentally & physically when you are "growing". So, if you want to talk to someone - you can email me at karen@homelesseast.org and I'd love to listen to you cry and complain. Listening to others and loving them just the way they are is a part of growing up your compassion. And usually, after somebody lets it all out - they feel better anway until the next crisis. I've heard it said that the more intelligent a person is, the more they will suffer in trying to understand "the world". So, I'm here if you need someone.
In His Service
Karen

I don't think you want to kill yourself. You seem to have low self-esteem, but most people do at some point in their lives.

You're only 14 years old. You can't even drive yet. Don't focus so much on your physical appearance (which, if I may add, there's nothing wrong with. You look like a normal teenager, and I don't see why you're so hard on yourself).

Anyway, talk to a pastor or church clergy member. I may not agree with religion, but if talking to some of those people can help you, by all means do it.

I just think you're a little frustrated with how life is going, but completely ending it would be inane. You have a lot to live for, you just don’t recognize it yet.

look,l think you're being unserious.There are millions out there around the world trying at least to survive be it starvation,war, or insecurity. Did you know that?l hope you do and also they don't have time to wallow in grief as you're doing.

lf you are not satisfied with your lmagined body predicament get off youthnoise if you can't think sensibly,how can you help the wanting.

Oh Man, I shouldn't have written that post. Man, I shouldn't have said all that on here. Darn, I wasn't thinking. Err, I wish that post could disappear. Really sorry Missy for letting all that out on here.

I'm such an IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bye n Have a nice day

Grrr, Missy, not again!!!!!!

What problem are you having now? Is it your parents again? What about your boyfriend? What about your friends? Amanda Right? What about that other girl's name, has she been bothering you? What is wrong, Missy?

Missy, do I have to go to your house? It's a long drive but I will go.

It's like you keep going in some kind of cycle. Something or someone upsets you, you talk to me about it or YouthOISE but you really talk to me. Then when I get more closer to finding out the truth and trying to help, you get mad at me and say some awful things. Then you come back after I was all worried about you and you say, "sorry". Then we leave it as that. That really hurts, that cycle your doing. You tell me half of the story then get upset and leave me hanging, all worried then you say "sorry". Lastly, I forgive you.

I have been forgiving you but the pain you caused me still is there, building up inside. I can't take so much.

The last real conversation that we had really ticked me off, pushed me over the edge. I didn't get mad, I just was really hurt by what you said in that conversation. Remember all the things you said in that conversation? If you don't even remember the conversation then really think about it. I realizes from that last conversation that we had that I needed some time off from you because you were hurting me a little too much for me to handle with the things you said. Remember what you told me when I told you that I needed a break. Hints: Something about me hated you and you are going to kill yourself. You really worried me and made me feel bad when you said that so I didn't get that break that I needed and I left things as that.

But as time passed by, things were bulding up more and more and like I said I could only take so much. The pain was still there. I tried to be there for you and forget about how much you hurt me. I tried to be strong and let you do that cycle that you do. However, I couldn't, not anymore. I felt really selfish when I couldn't do it anymore and I still do. I felt like you didn't care as much as I did. Not even a little. I felt misused and I felt like a big dummy that you could mess with. However, the thing that hurt the most is that I felt bad, selfish and upset that I couldn't be a better friend.

So that's why I ended our friendship!!!! I wasn't good enugh for you.

Like always, you were sad about me ended our friendship. Then you were angryat me. Then you were like "forget about her" and mocving on. Finally now, you want me to give you another chance.

I feel really bad and not good enough. I don't think I could give you another chance. However, I am worried about you and what makes things worse is this time, I wasn't there for you. I have no idea why you want to kill yourself again and what is going on. I feel bad for not being there. I feel selfish for walking away. I just feel bad.

Please don't say that I hate you so your going to kill yourself. Please, don't throw that in my face. I don't hate you and I never said that. I just am saying that you hurt me and I don't think I could give you another chance. Don't say your going to kill yourself because I hate you. That is just not right. Don't say that I need to get a life and stopping butting in yours. What do you want me to do when you run to me with a problem that your having? Do you want me to just slap you and say, "get over it, I have my own problems to worry about"? Well, I can't do that and I am sorry that I butt in, Missy. When you run to me, I usually want to help you. Not even help you but just let you have someone to talk to and be there for you. I only helped because you asked for it. However, if I did butt in, I am sorry.

Honestly, your a good friend and I understand that you didn't mean to do any of this. I know your having problems but why are you going to kill yourself when you have a problem? Your not ugly!!!!! People do care!!!!!! I mean, look at me, it's pathetic how I care. PATHETIC!!!!!! Now how do you know, God messed up on you? How? Why should it matter that your fat? I am skinny and it's not all that is cracked up to be. What makes you feel so horrible? What makes you hate yourself? Finally, YES, you could control yourself (However, you really need to try to get an hold of yourself) and your not going insane. (I probably am going insane but your entirely sane)

Well, sorry for writing all this is a post but I can't call you, I can't go to your house in the middle of the night and tell you in person (Actually you live far so by the time I get to your house it might be morning, ha!!!!), I can't tell you all this in aol, and I can't write you an e-mail because well you said you changed your e-mail addesss and I have no idea what it is. So that's why I wrote it all on here.

Now you know why!!!!!!!! Sorry!!!!!!

Bye n Have a nice day

... but here's what I think, Princess. Judging by your username, you're a believer of God. I am correct, I hope? Well then, why has God given up on you? Have you thought about that? Have you mapped out the pros and cons of your existance yet? Or are you just like most of the other suicidal little teenagers on this site?
I don't think you want to kill yourself at all. I think that you are like most people. Afraid. All that stuff about hating yourself? Big deal. I hate myself too. I just hate others too much to give in (yeah, I know, I'm a wonderful person). So you posted your photo here because you hated how you are and you're just begging "us" NOT to see it and shower you with compliments? Suicide is not something that should be thrown around as casually as it is today. But here, if you really wanted to die, why would you be asking "us" for help? If you thought your problems were serious enough, why are you turning to the internet and not seeking *real* assistance instead?
Doesn't add up, Princess.


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